I spoke to my Mum.

I told her that I'm not just dealing with depression or anxiety with my psychologist. That I've been to a GP. That I'm going to a psychiartist.

I told them about what really happened at 18. That it wasn't just sexual harassment, but it turned into an assault. She was relieved as she knew it was more but I would not discuss it at the time. She's glad I'm finally talking about it.

Finally, I told her about my uncle. I did not go into detail but I told her.

She was not surprised. She said he may have been capable of something like that due to his alcoholism.

I can't believe it. But I did it.