I called the doctors office today and spoke with and left a a message with the bitch who calls herself a nurse with no compassion.

I am having needles tomorrow. I now have stairs. i had to take the place I took due to the personal circumstances...I am just too tired to get into right now.

I am afraid that I am not going to make it to the toilet and the stairs and having the needles that decrease my already impaired mobility...with IBS and frequent urination...I called and in my thoughts ever I never thought I would need a commode chair. I called to have them order me one. I worked for a doctor before..I have worked homecare. F ck.....I am so pissed right now at this whole situation that seems like a nightmare that will not end.

Anyway...she calls me back and proceeds to say....commode chairs are for old, elderly people that can't get around..so i reply OH...not for a young person with a spinal cord injury, having a hard time getting up the stairs...she says....well then you shouldn't have taken a new place with stairs. I said excuse me...you have no idea what went on in my life the last couple of weeks......so now...I am about to have a nervous breakdown. Thank goodness my friend had just stopped by......I just said fine...she said you will have to buy one.....BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

She should have her license revoked.....UUGGHHHH..I hope she ****ing gets a disorder that turns her life upside down and takes her body and mind...slowly and painfully.

My friend just went out to get me a commode...that is sad and depressing. I am 36 years old......I am crying today for such real reasons. I am so pissed off for good reason.