Nasty!!!!! ha ha...I keep looking at it....reality check...this sucks but I will get through this...calmed down now but had to take ativan.

My brother is coming in the morning to take me......he is going to raz me for sure.....I need to take his words with a grain of salt. he has a big mouth but his intentions are not bad. i know my isolation and refusal to talk with him for three years have really set boundaries. It was hard to see him....he looks just like my Dad.....UUGGHHH!!!! That is a good feeling though now...positive thoughts...I actually feel comfort in allowing my family to help and just accept them as they are but they both know......no more yelling, name calling.....that helps. i allow no pyhsical violence or emotional abuse in my home from them or anyone.