My dearest diary

Today I address you on the subject Stress and what it can do to you. Stress makes
you sick. Stress makes you grumpy. Stress puts wrinkles on your face and ulcers in
you stomach. Stress can put you under the bed. Left uncontrolled it can also put
you in the hospital. Stress affects your attitude in a negative manor and has been
known to run off your friends.

Personally I am over stress. Lately my stress has been self imposed, which is the worst kind. But ridding yourself of this stress is easier said than done. I don't know how to
quit stressing over recent issues going on in my life.

I am a wreck and do not seem to be getting any better. Living with mother is way
more difficult than I expected it to be. I don't know how to handle a situation like this.
The sad part is she is not doing anything--not a single thing-- that should bother me.
THe hard part of her aging has not even started yet. Therefore, I am confused
about why I feel this way. I know I am very frightened of loosing my mother. I am
obcessing over it and I know it not good for me.

Dam this is hard