Well dont know how to begin. Just starting another sleepless night. camt sleep as ussual. A Little background about me. Im a Deputy Sheriff K9 Unit for the Menominee County Sheriff's Department in WI. Im a survivor of being shot in the line of duty. It's been three years now on May 25th.

After being diagnosed with ptsd. I didnt think that the incident effected my life as much as it did. Ie, job performance, home and family life and outlook on my future. I guess I was in denial. I finally decided its best if I seek some help for this. Was surfing the web and saw this site. Thought I would start typing and see how I feel after words.

I feel alienated at work. No one understands what Im going through when I put the uniform on each day and get back into my squad. After reading several of the post on this site I realized im not alone. Well thanks for to all for the posts.