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Originally Posted by TDurden1937  PS Ya know gang, when I read about this stuff . . . I don't know. I get real angry . . . I want to hurt someone. I mean I really want to go our find him/her and hurt them. I wouldn't . . . maybe. But I want to. Doesn't seem right or Christian. I don't know . . . just makes me mad and I want to be the wrath that smites them sinful bloody bastards down. God forgive me. |
I know what you mean. It's not fair than any of us have to be here for whatever reason, and sometimes I just want to go out and get some kind of justice. But that's not who I am. I'm not violent. I just feel it inside. It's not right that any of us should have to feel the pain that brings us together on this forum and it makes me so angry and sick to the core.
But fair and right doesn't come into it.. it is what it is and we have to deal and move forward. Deal with the anger and move on but don't let it destroy you.
Welcome Yman. I know I'm delayed with my welcome, but I don't regularly frequent here- I am a ship that passes int he night. What happened to you was horrific, and it's going to hurt for a long time to come I'm afraid.. but the pain will gradually lessen, and one day it might be so small you won't think about it. I don't think these traumas ever leave us, but we can learn to cope with them in a way that we control them, instead of them controlling us. Take care x