Fighting Lily,
GramaHerc said what I would have. Most of the people here do not judge and the ones who do feel, they are getting you a little angry as to jump start you into 2nd gear of the healing stage. Not knowing anyone can be to your advantage. You don't know us and we don't know you. This way you can write and feel at ease. The more you write the better you will get. It is a shame that people in this world can't take that a relationship is over and leave it be. Obvious your ex has issues of his own. I wish you the best and hope he gets captured as to leave you and your son at peace.
sunnydaze