Feeling and doing pretty well, and soon about to switch gears here, and set out to accomplish and enjoy as much as I can in this day.
Yesterday, what a suprise in store for children and I later that day. I took them to their baseball game, and in very little time, much cold air and rapidly growing winds hit hard. And yet the coach, all the children, other teams and us adults weathered the cold and winds, and the games continued.
Needless to say, even with my bit of an afternoon nap, I was exhausted at the end of yesterday. In fact, my children were too. ...sick and tired, Yes, and rightfully so, as life went on, way past their typical bedtime.
My attempt at a resolve to how I arrived home feeling, was: (and yet still later yest. evening), A big slice of apple pie, a comedy movie with my husband, and his lap to rest my head on. Though it's unlikely he will read this here: Thank you much, Honey for your lap! And, BTW, thank you too for both your tendency toward a tough approach with me, and yet still sometimes gentle, ......and this Now greatly effective Balance and approach with me in regards to my sporadic nuero./emot./ment./health conditions. Thank you **** for now, more effectively, supporting, helping, trusting and allowing me to help myself, as well as seek help when need be.
I just now realized how simply typing "help myself' would like to effect me. Rather than overly concern myself with what I mean here, I'll simply state: We must be willing to continually and positively help ourselves, and while remaining openminded, willing and seeking any necessarry support and help from outside ourselves, .........all while simultaneously ready to give and divvy out, kindness's, support and trust in return, when at all possible.
Need there be an 'All' or 'Nothing' thinking style/pattern present to effectively disrupt one's life? I don't think so. ...Ineffective and unncessary.
If I haven't done so already, heading toward Ramblin. (lol)
Just about time for me to do other things. Discovering, Learning and Creating Balance, this is one of my key words, among others, to be thought about, created and integrated within my life.
Last edited by goingonhope; 21-05-2008 at 02:20 AM.
Reason: added words for clarification
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