I have had PTSD for over 5 years, but only last year finally sought treatment for it. I really didn't know what it was, PTSD that is. I only knew I was suffering from it's symptoms. At the behest of family and friends, finally found someone who I felt it "safe" enough to talk to. After one two hour session, she told me I have PTSD. Big surprise! lol..

But looking back, I have had the absolute worst advice and it's because people just don't understand it and the whole "stigma" associated with it. It was that very reason that I suffered in silence. The only people who knew was my Wife, I even kept it from my son. But even now, when I talk to some of my friends, they have no idea what the heck they are talking about. This is because I was a law enforcement officer since 1995 and cops, just like people in the military never admit the things they see might bother them. It's the whole type A, ego and pride thing. So instead of getting support, when you tell a coworker,brother officer that something is or has been bothering you, your usually met with either severe "ball breaking" or the "dark humor" which is thier way of avoiding it.

Oh how wrong I was, because I used to be just like them. If they only knew how hard that makes it for you when the time comes when those demons actually break through and get to you. Only then will they ever really "get it".

I don't want to be preaching here or force my faith on anyone, but like Jesus said on the cross, "Forgive them Father, for they do not know what they do!"...