crockettc,
Welcome!
For a long time, I didn't deal with my trauma either. I was so busy taking care of kids and working, that I never really processed my feelings. I am still working on my feelings. I am able to tell about my trauma, but telling about my feelings is hard for me. I am glad you didn't chicken out. Very brave of you to write your introduction. Keep posting. You will find support here.
Best Wishes,
Lily