Again, your tougher than me about that issue. I know I couldn't return to any place of trauma at present, ie. some countries, as I know I would be sick weeks before even getting on the plane... anxiety would be kicking my arse all over the place.

Do you really think its right for you to continue putting yourself through that? I ask, because only you know the answer obviously....

I think you need to make your mother stand up and really look at what is going on, why it is going on, and what maybe she needs to do to help fix it! At a guess anway....

Has your counsellor or anyone said anything like that too you? ie. really let your mother know, make her listen!