I dissociate quick frequently, though less than I did. Most times it's like I'm in a daze. I feel heavy, sleepy, uncoordinated, can't think straight, etc.
Other times I have found myself in the middle of the street with cars honking and don't remember seeing them when I went to cross the street.
A LOT less frequently now, I'll regress in age and be 10, 5, etc. I was diagnosed with Dissociative Identity Disorder while in intensive out patient treatment. It's under control for the most part now.
Sometimes dissociating is scary and other times, I just wish I could snap out of it and be normal. |