I feel like this is the only way it works for me..I dont really like being so blunt with people about whats happen to me by regular conversaition becuse then I escape out of my body and I don't think thats good. So If I do this for relief instead I am still with my heart my soul and mined and it feels so good becuse no one can take that away from me. When I was in counseling I could dis- conect from my body and basically not get very far .But by righting poetry I have to own my feelings and no one ,not even myself can say shut up!!
I am so glad you liked it! The interesting thing is when I go back and read it again it makes me sob.As if it registers more.
Don't you feel like your doing something kind to yourself? It's like giving yourself a gift.
