So, at the time of the above I was working partime for my old boss who was laying into me and part time for a new boss. So i told the new boss everything. All of it. Car crash. The bullying. Everything. And something really odd happened. For the first time, someone believed me. And I am being protected from my former boss. Unbelievable! ?I am stunned.

Over the years i have bottled all of it up. Never let anything show. Now I am right out about everything. I've got PTSD. I have anxiety attacks. Panic attacks. I'm hypervigilant. I don't like cars. And car crashes are even worse. I never rubberneck at RTAs. I don't sleep good. And its all going to go away and diminish till i barely notice it. For the first time in 18 months i am on the up. I have a little girl just turned one and i am just starting to get to know her.