Hi Irkon,
Wow. I had an accident too. Lead to loosing a very good job because of my behaviors, related to PTSD. I am...was...thought...i was an easy going patient person. WRONG. PTSD, is a hard confusing road. But at the moment work is great. PTSD symptoms somewhat controlled. At least I know more of who i am and what I am capable of good and bad. For me accidents have been the WORST triggers by far. Life changing events! Anyway...thanks for posting, it nice to here someone elses experience that is so easy to relate to. Best of luck to you, i hope to read more about your journey through this maze.

Tachiku