i am a fifvety nine year old male born in milbank south dakota. i know live in urbandale iowa. i recoved from alcholism and him now sober seventy years. that when i started having problems and i finally got diagnose with ptsd i was told i used alchol to cover it up. i hate the fourth of july because firecrakers and fireworks make me jump as it sounds like gunfire and than i am back in vietnam. i am a 60 percent disabled vetern. i him fighting for 100 percent. i use to love people know i tend to isolate from people and have a terrible anger problem.