Wow, So much to take in. Thank you guys for the response.

I have no one in my life that understands what I go through on a day to day basis, I can't imagine how my husband feels. I sat with him last night and had a good talk with him. He is so sad on the inside. I just want to hold him until it all goes away. All I did was cry this morning before work. How do I get past this saddness I have. I want to be his stability but where do I draw this strength from, fightinglily?

UGG!

-xxarmywifexx