Today has been long...well I guess it was actually yesterday since it is now past 2:00 am but it still feels like the same day. Probably cause I switched to graveyard so I get off at 0915 but have to be back at 2300. Anyway I found out that I am won't get vacation pay for the time I had off last week. It was approved but my supervisor did not know how they work it so it was done wrong. And then I broke my toe when I went down to open one of the gates. Ran the damn thing over my foot. Since it weighs several hundred pounds I sort of consider myself lucky as it could have been my foot instead of just my toe. I am hobbling and it is all swelled and bruised but at least I can still get around.

Saturday is my one day off and we are going to see Dark Knight after we get off work so maybe my day today will turn out better then yesterday.

Also I just wanted to say to Hope to not let people get you down. There is a huge difference between self medicating and hiding behind alcohol and taking medications prescribed by your doctor to treat a very real condition....would they tell a cancer patient the same thing for taking meds? Be proud of what you have accomplished and know that you are fighting for your life...and winning. They need to pull their heads out of their....I mean the sand and and recognize that. Otherwise they are just showing their ignorance.