WoW void this has got me thinking

When I was around 2 years old, my grandad was dyiing of cancer and wouldnt take his medication .. he would throw it on the floor

One day I ate all the pills on the floor .. a whole bunch of them thinking it was candy i guess

I was rushed to hospitl and had all sorts of stuff done to me.

im wondering if this has had any impact on me today as an adult?