Void, vapor, Robbed -- thanks for writing :-)

I'm looking more deeply into my first few months of life, as I'm going through a major relapse of symptoms and am examining them (partly) in this context ... I see the medical interventions as "necessary invasions" --> paradoxically, they kept me alive. I know I was born "blue" and was resuscitated three times in my first three days ... I have these weird sensitive spots on my body that send out creepy sensations whenever I think on my infancy. One is just above my right clavicle, in the muscle ... I've long wondered if there was some kind of IV or tube that was in there ...

And the brain injury/damage part --> I'm grappling with this more consciously. All in all...trying to live with it all as best I can ...

With you in spirit,

Roo