I finished listing my trauma(s). Though it doesn't feel good, it is in fact good. A great accomplishment. Allowed son's friend over for nice playdate. Allowed neighbors kids over to play with son, his friend and my daughter. Handed out creamsicles and choc. cov. vanilla icecream sticks late afternoon. Called well trusted babysitter over from 11:30 to 1:30 PM and went out. Practiced listening better to my husband when he wanted to talk.