Flashbacks/Intrusive memories for me. I can sort of hide most of the other stuff or at least keep them to myself...but that one I just can't seem to manage. Being married it is hard to live in today and be the wife I need to be for my husband when I get these horrible reactions when he wants to be close to me. It isn't fair to him, he isnt the perpetrator, but he is 'punished' for it and my brain won't let our time be OUR time.