Thank you to my husband for putting up with me and caring for me in worst of times. When ill, when in a hospital holding my hand, dragging me to doctors, and cooking so many dinners, washing the baby, and being mom soon as you walk in so I can collapse. For not leaving me when I seemd I had totally lost my mind and went off some major deep ends. And fixing my car (hint hint) Thank you for finding these broken lives and decide to pick up the pieces to build a family for us all once again. You certainly like a challange.

Thank you Anthony for helping me find an inner strenght I am not sure I knew was there without you doing so much to give me a structure to pull it out of me, and making me take long hard looks at myself. I would not be where I am without your encouragement and showing me "you can do this" by already walking the walk. I don't expect to be perfect, and accept my limits, but to be able to not "lose my mind" or be lost in the turmoil of my mind is a wonderful gift that I am sure I can achieve now and seems within grasp. Maybe not tomorrow but I know the day will come. You do a stellar job with pep talks to boot!

And thank you to the people who help me out on my down days and chat. I don't feel alone or like a freak anymore, I am not ashamed of my mind as I was. I understand things so much more and what was and is happening. You all have great cyber shoulders to lean on!