Hi all

Have had the flu the last couple of days. Starting to return to normal, though. Tomorrow is my EMDR assessment. I don't want to miss it. So today I stayed home from work and slept. Last night, with the high fever had lots of vivid dreams and nightmares. Awful. But I'm coming around. Will let you know how the assessment goes.

Anthony, read the article after Alexander's accident. No, I really don't trust what government says. Really have to be skeptical . . . don't know what to believe. There seems to be so much covering up. I am glad Alexander is okay.

Getting burnt out at work lately. Having behavior problems with one of the clients at work. We're working on it.

Wow, I didn't realize this forum was based out of Australia. Neat. I am in the United States. I don't know how I came to this website. I was looking up information regarding PTSD and came upon it. Anthony, did you start this up pretty much for people who were in war? Or is it for anybody? I guess I didn't realize how new the forum was. I think it very interesting to talk to you from Australia.

The other night, I think Sunday, I had panic attacks all night. First time for a while. I am wondering if it is because of upcoming assessment. Boy if that therapist only knew what kinds of problems she created in my life, and possibly others. At times I am relieved she is not in the area, so I don't run into her. I don't know what I would do - - - attack her? Run? I remembered the other night how after every hypnosis session I would cover my head. I wanted to run out of the room, but it felt like I couldn't move; like I was paralyed. She would keep saying "they" are making you feel that way.

Oh, I had my mammogram yesterday; and the radiologist said everything was okay, and "see you next year." Relieved again. My family was happy.

Kerri-Ann - I don't mean to chuckle; but when you explained getting socked during the night by Anthony, I remembered when I was married, and my ex being a cop - he was having a nightmare one night and he sat up in bed and pointed his finger at me as though he was pointing a gun and said, "freeze asshole." I waited awhile before I said anything to him needless to say. But it can be quite shocking can't it?

Well, I'm still a little weak yet, so am going to get to bed early. Big day tomorrow.

Take care and talk to you soon.

Kay