PART THREE OF MY TRAIN RIDE, WELL THIRD TIME I HAVE DONE THE RIDE BY MYSELF TURNED MY ANGER INTO COURAGE IT GOT ME THERE AND BACK. BIG DAY STILL KNOCKS THE SHIT OUT OF ME TAKES A FEW DAYS TO COME GOOD WONT SAY I ENJOY IT INFACT IT SCARES THE CRAP OUT OF ME, FUNNY 6ft1in- 120 kg BALD HEAD AND BEARD AND I GET SCARED DOING WHAT SCHOOL KIDS DO WITHOUT THINKING. WHAT DOES ONE SAY, TURNING MY ANGER INTO COURAGE AINT EASY ITS EASIER TO THINK YOU ARE GOING TO PUNCH SOME TWIT WHO IS LOOKING AT YOU THE WRONG WAY THAN TRYING TO CHANGE THE WAY YOU THINK AND SEE IVE DEFENATLY GOT THE MARSHMELLOW SYNDROME THING HAPPENING FIRM AND CRUSTY ON THE OUTSIDE AND SOFT ON THE INSIDE. :crazy-eye WILL KEEP TRYING BUT IM SURE SOMEONE WILL COP MY WROTH ONE DAY.