Well they say when your on the bottom there's only one way to go. I didn't realize how low this bottom could go. I am down to no hope, I really hate that. There's been so much trama and it just keeps coming wave after wave. I'm only forty and theres so much I havn't accomplished yet. My spouse I think is trying to drive me into the phyc ward yet somehow I don't wnt to give up. It's just me and my brain here tofigure it out. I am trapped here 50.00 buck for a cab tommorow for one trip. I don't know how much longer I can take this. Meds are not working at all today or yesterday to much regret and boo hoo. I really have noone left for support. I haven't posted my story yet because it would be as long as a book. Just so tired, you know. Trying to figure out where to go from here. There's no going back
Joannag