Thanks everyone for your support
Much better today went to sisters for the weekend and saw an old friend there as well. It was nice to get some time away in a emotionally safe place.

Did the fingerprint thing today. Hubbies settling down a bit. Won't be home till midnight tonight. I'll already be asleep I hope. I am hoping things are alright for the next while for me. The panick attacks are fading out. Still having major trust issues at home with him, no communication at present. Don't feel the need for booze either. Which is nice for a change. Usually want to drink if he gets me upset. Only one coffee in the mornings too. I'm off to have a hot bath, watch some television, and my kittens runaround like goofs. I've been reading your Trauma diaries and it's incredible what we survive isn't it. Wishing you all well
Bye for now
JoannaG:jerk: