The meds are working not happy but not crying or desperate either, kind of emotionally flat. Almost out of lorazepam again. doc only gives me a few weeks worth. Not looking forward to staying awake for days at a time again. Damned paxils. Smoking like a chimney with the blank head and no insentie to get up and going again. Once I've been away from the booze for a couple of months I'm going to try quitting again. Hate being on pills at all especially knowing doc thinks I need them long term this time. I think my brain is taking a vacation without me. I've changed so much over this PTSD. I'm going to try to link my story through my website fun page today so you guys can have a look. takes so ong to upload on dial-up. No high-speed this far out.
Thanks again
Joannag