Thanks for the reply, Boo.

I read and reread your post and to be honest, I didn't even realize that my feelings had been hurt. I couldn't see past the pissed off enough to notice that, I guess. I just feels like there's been so many areas of my life (especially my emotions) that control has been taken away that the areas I haven't lost control, I'm holding onto very tightly. I hope that makes sense.

I also feel that I've become hyper-sensitive to everyone around me. Feeling like I'm being judged or talked about/laughed at. It feels like being back in Junior High School again. LOL I get these raging feelings of paranoia lately. Makes the idea of crawling under the covers and not coming out seem pretty inviting. That teamed up with the increased temper *I finally figured out when I want to use everyone's head for batting practice that it's me and not them that has the problem* has made the past couple of weeks pretty intense for me.

Both of our timing on this was pretty piss-poor. LOL Working on letting it all go and when it comes time for family decisions, he's just gonna have to deal with me. Like it or lump it.