Getting off my Remeron is proving to be more difficult than I imagined!!!! Nightmares are back and vicious!!!:cussing: Was up during the night for 2 hours....I feel so damned depressed that I want to grab my rabbits an blanket and curl up in a fetal position on the floor....ARRRRRRGGGGH!!!!!! I see my psychodoc Monday....will discuss this!!!! I have started more work on past Trauma....In my early years [2-6 years of age] It has been so mind boggling for such intensive abuse that occured then....No wonder I am so screwed up!!!!:cussing: I may start back up on the med before Monday....so hard to decide.....