You are so close to graduating!!!!! Congrats! Ok, stick it out.....but come online, vent here, start your diarie, and write, write, write. If you could find a counselor face to face, that would be AWESOME. Don't let this insult you, but I know that some religious groups give free counseling. A friend of mine still travels two hours to see her "free" therapist who happens to be a priest. Taking these first steps can be incredibly hard. (Isn't it amazing how hard it is to get an appointment for mental health? The referral process, the waiting list, the insurance crap... No wonder people don't get the help they need when they need it.) You can take initiative to take the first steps.

A bit of a warning: if you talk about your trauma, your symptoms will get worse. Talking about it won't make you feel better until you've dealt with it fully which means getting worse before getting better. You've got a fine line to walk and I hope you make it to the end....