View Full Version : Anthony, You and At Least Twenty People Have Me Turned Upside Down
JoannaG
06-11-2006, 09:30 AM
Tuck amd roll. tuck amd roll.
pwople conimg back.
JoannaG
06-11-2006, 09:34 AM
Morning would be better right about now mate.
veiled
06-11-2006, 11:09 AM
JoannaG,
What is going on with you right now? Get it written out and try to calm.
Joanna,
We're here for you...I wish you would respond. :kiss:
anthony
07-11-2006, 11:33 AM
Your head in a spin around now ha Joanna?
JoannaG
07-11-2006, 05:05 PM
God did I actually type that. I am so embarrassed. Yes I am upside down Anthony. Sleep does help to settle. Seem to be sleeping a lot right now.
Sorry yesterday really freaked me out. hubs and drunks and rumours. Yes I know I am not and never have been a slut. But I am alone and yes under constant attack at moment. Hubs back in moter home. I went over around 8 only to have him run and drive off. I will not see him at all this week as he is on midnights and afternoons the next.
I guess that mean you guys are stuck with me as riht now you are my lifeline.
anthony
07-11-2006, 05:15 PM
I don't think anyone has any problems being stuck with you here Joanna. We all need to take at times, especially during our healing process, lifes ups and downs and when things just really go to shit. This is one place you can give, take or just settle, no judgement here.
YoungAndAngry
07-11-2006, 08:31 PM
Nope, no judgement .
Glad to have you here :)
cookie
08-11-2006, 12:31 AM
Hang in there, joanna, nobody here is leaving you. this place can be your solid rock.
JoannaG
08-11-2006, 05:40 AM
You guys and gals I am crying because you care. I don't cry often. don't know how to take positive comments. Or have someone back me up. Thank you all so much. I can't turn away from this forum right now Anthony. I truly need the support while life changes yet once again. I deserve so much better than what I have to suffer at the moment. Hypervigilence, self protection mode, truly wish I had just one person here I could trust. Not living this life anymore. Changes aren't permanent, change is.
Boo-Damphir
10-11-2006, 04:09 AM
Ok, it's been a few days JoannaG- are things feeling a little more settled for you?
JoannaG
10-11-2006, 04:26 AM
Trying to recouperate. Hands really shaky today can only one finger type at moment. Think I need to rest and get food into system. Brain is settling down.
veiled
10-11-2006, 06:36 AM
I hope you are feeling better now...
anthony
10-11-2006, 11:12 PM
And don't forget... stay off the piss, it rots your brain when trying to deal with PTSD.
JoannaG
11-11-2006, 12:08 AM
Yes Anthony you are 100% right on this one. And thanks to all for bearing with me. Have been on info section and trying to start the healing ball rolling again