Finished Playing at Life

[zoe]

I made sure that my children were loved. I did everything for everyone to make up for all that I didn't get. I am the care taker the one who never needs. Who treasures every kindness no matter how insincere because it's better than the alternative of being beaten, raped, or ignored. Rage is something new, I swore I would never let them do this to me. But **** it all. This is truly not worth the fight. I cant hide anymore. I think you are all quite brave but I am just to tired to pretend to care if I see another day. A little to needy, a lot messed up. And yet I want to leave you hope - damn that pisses me off. So I should end as I began apoligizing for not being hopeful? Life is about people doing what they need to do. I just figured out what that is

[zoe]

I kow this first post osunded a little down bu i am okay. Sorry if it caused anu concer n

[Burn]

Hey jmp!

There's no need to apologize. I think you have the right to tell how you feel and what you think. And if it is that you feel really bad or you don't want to pretend, that's ok. I guess the people here don't want that you pretend, if you do - that's your decision, but here we want to hear what you want to say.

Power to you!

[nov_silence]

Tell us more, we are listening....