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anthony
18-08-2006, 12:49 PM
I want to go a bit further now on Nam's original post, Forum a Trigger (http://www.ptsdforum.org/thread361.html), and extend the overall benefit of what reading and posting on any community related to your trauma will do for you.

Exposure therapy, being a part of Cognitive Behavioural Therapy (CBT), is aimed at getting you increased exposure to your fears. Reading and writing in direct, or indirect, fashion to your own fears and trauma, will raise your symptom level, or SUDS level), to an elevated level.

When reading or writing about your trauma, history, fears and symptoms, the idea is a constant, but low level, exposure to your improved ability to cope with your symptoms. To cope and learn how to manage symptoms, firstly you must be exposed to them at a more intense level than when relaxed, or little symptom outbreak within a given day.

Exposure therapy has various methods in which to improve your overall long term gain to your symptoms, this forum being a lower scale of direct trauma exposure therapy. Basically though, your short term pain from exposure to your fears here at lower intensity, is only to improve your long term gain with symptom control.

Currently many attempt to control their PTSD with avoidance, substance abuse, work holism, etc etc... any key distraction method to not deal with the past pain. The problem is, is the symptoms are still coming back and back, and each time more often with more intensity. This is your body progressively telling you that you need to face this fear, whether slowly or quickly, you need to face it. These techniques are proven time and time again as non-effective, hence why many end up here at a point where they want to finally deal with their past, and wanting to know where to start.

What is hoped that some are now discovering, being generally those who have been upon this board actively discussing their issues and others for several months now, is that if you walk away from this board for a week or two, you should start to feel better than you have before. The reason is, is that you need to allow your mind some space to recover, and constant exposure will not give you that space, ie. if your on this board every day constantly, you are getting no recovery time. I understand that you may be telling yourself, and believing you need to be dependent upon this board, or even your counsellor who you may have on speed dial, but a counsellor will tell you the same thing, in that you need time to process, analyse and reflect upon what you have learnt.

At this point, you come back and hit the board again, at which point your either going to now start seeing less symptoms because of reading and posting, or you are going to return to the same level as before. If you return to the same level, then you still haven't dealt with your trauma and you need more work more discussion, more exposure.

Reading over and over your own posts, recollections and replies will slowly decrease your intensity levels of symptom exposure. This is the idea of exposure therapy. You read until such time that you are no longer as fearful of what your reading, no longer fearful of your own traumas, triggers and past.

Reading this forum you will get intensity, you will get exposure in small and large doses, you will get negatively moody, and you will feel as though you are getting worse. This is the short term pain for the long term benefit and gain towards you only. If this is you, then this means you healing, which is the best news you most likely just got today. Congratulations.

Felicitas
14-12-2007, 04:00 PM
Thank you!
This is very helpful to read.

sunnydaze
21-01-2008, 11:40 AM
In reading some of the stories only a few days, I have had some memories come back. Not sure if good or bad. Time will tell. I am open to this exposure therapy. I have not been able to post my story as a new beginner to the site.
sunnydaze

Rosiane
17-04-2008, 03:42 AM
I am so pleased to find your site, I can't believe it , it is just what I was looking for ! I am french , then really sorry, my english is not very good, I have been suffering from ptsd for about 10 years, and in France it is very difficult to have ptsd because most people don't know what it is. I just felt I was living a nightmare, day and night. Hopefully, I was able to buy 2 books from aphrodite Matsakis, which helped me to understand what was going on. I did some exercices to help the feelings to be expressed and it went better, although it reactivates from time to time. Now I am suffering from multiple chemical sensitivity, and I seem to suffer again from ptsd because of the big difficulties due to this illness and the misunderstanding of people and the lack of support. I feel it will help me a lot to read others's stories ; I recently registered in a forum specialised in heavy metal detox and realised that my feeling of trauma were coming out, but it was not the right place for that kind of difficulties. Thanks you so much for this great forum, Anthony,

rachey
26-05-2008, 11:52 AM
I do suffer worse when it is triggered. But it has been triggered a lot lately do to my battle with my insurance company for money from my car accident. Do you feel like this is a good place to get out my feelings and actually talk about it with others that understand?

LostInTheFog
21-06-2008, 09:03 AM
Brilliant, Anthony. I had been thinking along those same lines..
It is sometimes hard [uh, MOST ALL THE TIME] to pick up my books on PTSD to read, etc too..