Need to Talk Badly

[yaya17]

hi, everyone,
i really need to talk to someone badly. so many negative things have happened the last few weeks and i feel like i'm going back to that dark place where nothing matters anymore. i can't concentrate in school at all, my boyfriend's parents are suggesting he leave me because i'm not as well off as they are (at all) and everything i do is blamed on this PTSD diagnosis, even if i have a right to be angry or upset. i hope someone will want to chat, i don't know where else to turn to.

[hodge]

Hi yaya17. I think that because you're still in moderation, you can't get into chat. Lots of times no one is there anyway.

I'm sorry you're having such a rough time. As for your boyfriend's parents, um, you didn't choose to have ptsd. I mean, really. It's really too bad that they aren't more informed about this.

[hollyberry]

I know how it feels to need someone to talk. Ive been writting for 2 days and haven't gotten anybody to write back. Do you know how long we stay in this moderation? Im not a very patient person. I know its a good thing I found this forum. But I'm really taking it personal that I'm really not getting any responses. This isn't helping the depression at all.

[Kathy]

Do not take it personally Holly. Everyone goes through the moderation process. It is usually not very lengthly. However complaining about it will not have you released any sooner.