I Must Now Face The Cause Of My PTSD

[citypersonof2]

It has come to a head now. I have to leave the comfort and safety of the state that I live in to face my fears.
I have been summoned to court to face my ex.
I somehow feel stronger now. I wont let anything intimidate me. I know that I am not wrong and I wont let a person or an institution continue to ruin my life or the life of my kids again. This has gone on for long enough.
All I can do is plead my case and prove my point and let someone else make a decision about my life and the lives of my kids. Please pray for me. I need all the good karma and energy that I can get.
Thanks.

[morgan]

Be strong. you're in my thoughts and I wish you well.
Morgan

[nathan]

i just sent some warm thoughts and feelings your way. i hope they help.

[Tactman]

I wish you all the best. I feel really lucky to have found this forum. It is a breath of fresh air to realize Im not alone with the feelings that I am feeling inside.

I have 2 of the causes of my PTSD that I can face, the problem is, how do you make amends to the dead.....

[baileysemt]

Tactman, I pray like crazy.

In my prayer, I talk to the dead people, as part of the prayer.

Call it meditation, whatever... everybody's different... just do whatever makes you feel most spiritually in-tune with them. For me, that's prayer.

*hug* Hang in there, buddy.

:) Bailey