Survived my Procedures Today!

[pandora]

Well...3 iv tries.....two nerve block..the first one the needle came apart and the solution sprayed on all of us. So..three needle picks for the nerve blocks.
One epidural and a sacriliac joint block...still groggy and a lot sedated but its over!

So another couple days of bedrest and not too much walking and then I can deal with this stupid move and unstable landlord?

The real estate is coing monday to talk about my options, I am paid to the 16th...he is demanding payment by the third...I am paid until the 16th.....what a mess! He says we have to be out by the third. I still have no where to go.:crazy:

[Nicolette]

Glad to hear you finally got there with the never block Pandora.

So sorry to hear about the real estate and having no where to go. Sending you wishes of strength and hope a house comes up for you so you have somewhere to go. :Hug_emoticon:

[pandora]

Me too....mostly for my son and to get our routine and schedule back...he NEEDS this with his dibabilities and he has digressed in some areas but I am proud of the ones thigs he is dealing with.

[pandora]

BUT...I have two weeks and still no where to go.....I will get through this...I have to...I have to depend on me.

[Seeking_Nirvana]

Hi Pandora,

That is a great attitude to have. I hope you can continue to stay positive through this. I wish you good luck in finding a place to live.

Peace
Tammy

[pandora]

Beleive me I am trying....I have even considered hospitalization but I am reframing my thoughts...I feel sometimes like I NEED a break ( my sons aspergers and autism can make life challenging)...but he needs me more than I need a break...I am trying to not have suicidal ideation...I am not suicidal I just pray for peace. I care far too much to do that too my son...not to say I do imagine ways in which I will die but i won't follow through...often dream about it...scary...trying not to focus on that .....just need to find a home.