I Stand Alone and Fight

[Tessan25]

it was a halloween 2003 and i worked as a nurse in an eldery home and i had
a great job that i loved and had recently moved to a new apartment and my friend and i had agreed to go out and celebrate our new home.
we go to a local bar and asked for a drink..and there was not a lot of peaople there only my friend and i and a group of guys that played in a hockey team..i know i got the feeling that somthing was wrong it feelt wrong
so i told my friend to leave this guys alone but what i dident know was thah they had spiked my drink with a droug and then it is in bit i can remeber..iknow it was 4 -or 5 guys and remember some of the things they did to me..but i have a clear memory of smells and the colour blue..and that they say that they would kill me and i fought for my life to get out

[Tessan25]

i feel like i dont fit in anywhere
i feel so lost and lonley in the world
i wanna live like a normal person i wanna be well
but i dont know what to do att all
are there a life for me to live?

[epi406]

Yea I sort of know how it feels------very lonely at best. I am a new member here as you seem to be as well. First I am very sorry for the events that you had to endure----that's not how our lives are meant to be.

Yes there is most certainly a life for you to live. Plenty of space on this planet for you last time I checked.

Will see you around ok?

[She Cat]

Welcome to the forum...

[cherryblossom]

I hope that by being here that you don't feel so alone. You will find lots of support here.

I'm sorry for what happened to you.

Welcome.

[Lucky Laser]

**grabs another chair and a plate of cookies**

Welcome, welcome! I hope you will feel less alone here. You will find some very wonderful people to help with that. :wink:

[2quilt]

Welcome to the forum!
Hey Lucky, can you pour me a glass of milk to go with the cookies?

[morgan]

Welcome to the forum. You are not alone!

[Tessan25]

are there different kind of ptsd?
any suggestions on good treatment
i know i have to learn to live with this i have done it alone for 4.5 years but it feels like iam getting so tired and numb..

[Tessan25]

Thank you all
you lighten my life and makes me feel welcome and it was a long time a go i was feeling that i was.
no one shuld go through what i have done thats way i am a public person in sweden and fight for our rights as humans