A Prayer or Thought Please

[pandora]

I have to get through this..I know I will....In the next two weeks I have ti find a place to live and I have many stipulations....gulping my pride....back to a frigging apartent...I guess my son havng aspergers....it bothers me more that i didn't keep the house i bought for him to grow up and be happy......So....please send good thoughts my way that we will find a presentable, clean, large, balcony, on the main floor (as song as i have pepper spray i feel better and my son is getting bigger. WE need strength and courage and guidance, and an appropriate place for us to survive ie...as home bodies and even as many times I moved.....I try to match and decorate.......already called 10 places....and oh by the way...I have an unpaid utilitites bill fro three years ago and trying to find all inclusive...I am having more of a tuff time than I thought......so everyone please pray I find a home that we will feel love, safety, cleanliness, peace and happiness with nice neighbors that I can afford.......maybe I am too picky.....NO...I have worked hard we need a nice, invitable, clean happy place to lay our heads and let my son live in harmony with all his friends....and maybe I will learn to trust and try to meet more people. I am scared! I have so much to do and I just need to start!!!!! Two more days.....I have to be on bedrest...have no choice......I guess I could make more calls...not at this hour......I need to sleep. I just needed to vent I guess and I just want peace and happiness and now to feel safer all the time at least IN my home....I loved my security system...had it in my house......I really need it more now. So well wishes are welcome!!!!!!

[She Cat]

Sending prayers, well wishes, and tons of hope for you to make this happen..... Hugs & love too....

[nic]

Pand,

You and your son are in my thoughts and prayers. Take care of yoursef; you will get through this.

Nic

[Murphy's Law]

My thoughts and prayers are with you. I hope an answer comes for you soon.

[linasmom]

Hi Pand,

Always sending good thoughts your way.....:Hug_emoticon:

Best,
Rachel

[hodge]

Oh, Pandora, I'm so sorry you're facing these difficult challenges. I'm sending prayers and hopes for strength to get you and your son through this.

Take care of yourself,

Hodge

[pandora]

Thank you everyone.....slept for 8 hours.....whoo hoo....better thinking today. I am going to pick up my cousin and she is going to help me with groceries. Monday...i am calling canadian mental health...my doctor suggested it...she said i could call myself and they will set someone up to actually come into my home. I just need a little more support. I hope todays paper has something appropriate....positive thoughts, positive thoughts.

[morgan]

Pandora, as always, you are in my thoughts. I truly believe you will get through this. Sending positive vibes your way.

Take care, Morgan

[linasmom]

Pand,

I'm SO happy to hear that your cousin will be there to help you a little and that you will be contacting someone to offer you some additional help. You need some relief, right now. Positive things!!!

Hugs,
Rachel

[Lucky Laser]

You will be in my thoughts; you will get through
I will sit down and say a prayer for you
You're so sweet and here's a smile ---> :smile:
So take a deep breath and relax awhile

[rt1967]

John Steinbeck
Men do change, and change comes like a little wind that ruffles the curtains at dawn, and it comes like the stealthy perfume of wildflowers hidden in the grass.
all the best to you and all that you need for you and your family Pandora with all these new changes and in finding more happiness and peace.

[Seeking_Nirvana]

Hi Pandora, I will say a prayer for you and your son. It will work out, just try to go with it instead of against it.

Peace
Tammy

[pandora]

I am trying....with everything I have left.

[pandora]

Keep it coming everyone...I am falling apart. No...I am just tired! No sleep 2 days now.if I get two tonight that is in like 60 hours, I think. No wonder I feel like I am about to freaking lose it!!!!! More thoughts.....I HAVE to put my pride aside and ask for help tomorrow....this is a crisis right???? I am NOT catastrophizing this am I?

[pandora]

And I just found two dead hampsters....really can't get much worse at this minute. Unfriggingbeleivable....I think my prayers are backfiring.

No....on a serious note I am just shocked that i now have to explain dead hampsters to my son...poor kid!

[Lucky Laser]

Oh man, that totally sucks. I remember when my hamster died... he was so ooold. Just one thing at a time though, right? :Hug_emoticon:

[reallydown]

Hi Pandora,

I'm thinking of you and your son. Hang in there. *hugs*

[Cecilia]

Pandora:

You and your sons are in my prayers today. I am lighting a candle for you and calling on all the angels and saints to comfort you, give you guidance and find the perfect place fory you and your son. You deserve peace and happiness. This is a very tough situation.

I have been in similar situations and wish I could physically help, but I am not in Canada so LOTS of prayers are coming your way. I have a friend that has a child with Aspergers (sp) and I know change is difficult.

You will be in my prayers during and after the move for peace and safety.

Good thoughts and wishes
Cecilia

[cherryblossom]

A friend once sent this to me during hard times. I don't know who wrote it. I'm thinking of you, and sending positive thoughts your way. Stay strong.

"Believe in yourself and in your dream,
Though impossible things my seem,
Someday, somehow you’ll get through,
To the goals you have in view
Mountains fall and seas divide,
Before the one who in her stride,
Takes a hard road day by day,
Sweeping obstacles away"

Take care :Hug_emoticon:

cherry