*A writer
*A poet
*A openly out and about Lesbian
*A person who wants to heal
*A person who is hungry 90% of the time
*A person who enjoys music almost as much as sex
*A person who thinks they are very...very funny
*A person who just wants to understand her own life...
"The only thing I'll ever ask of you...is not to stop when I say when..."
The only one I can really re call right now is the one with my girlfriend.....
We were at some type of camp deal....and there was this other gay chic there and she was kind of a snob.
All I really remember is a beat the ish out of this girl...I was slamming her head into a wall and all this....and then I walked up to my girl and she asked me ..."what happen" and I told her I didn't know...but I really did....
and ....then we end up in a tent of some sorts....and She is laying on the ground talking about some crush she has on someone....and then she is like..no wait...two people....but would not tell me who.
I was freaking out....and I trying getting her attention but picking up a pen and cutting myself....but I would not bleed.....and she didn't care even when she looked at it......she just had this far away....."i have a crush" look going on.
It was ****ed up......
Anyways....
Today is the 1st day of not smoking......
Need I say more?
I am sure I will post 500 more times here due to that.
Geneva
Comments
| | Wow what a weird dream. I kind of relate though as I have dreamed about beating people up, and hurting myself and so on too. I'm not sure what it means, maybe I should look it up. Good luck with quitting smoking, that's a tough one! |
Posted 29-11-2007 at 06:14 AM by batgirl |
| | my god....I want to smoke....so damn bad...marwwwwww |
Posted 29-11-2007 at 06:53 AM by EmoxxKid |
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