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Just the general and not-so-general ramblings of one No-Twitch-Tabitha.
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Hiatus

Posted 16-04-2008 at 05:19 AM by No-Twitch-Tabitha
I was on a health-related hiatus. Long story short, "female problems" and surgery for said problems. I am recovering.

However, I'm merely using this entry to shout "Take me now, Lord!"

You see, my low will to live and my broken heart have struck again. And it's hurting so bad I can't really take much more.

I hate this.
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Tricky Brain O' Mine

Posted 02-02-2008 at 03:23 AM by No-Twitch-Tabitha
The mind is more powerful than I'd ever given it credit.

My therapist gave me an assignment in conjunction with my voice problems. She told me to write about times in my life when I'd felt I couldn't speak up.

At first I was having difficulty. The concept I could understand. I even made some notes and prepared to unleash my creative gift. I write. That's what I do. That's how I best communicate. Until now, I'd taken that for granted. I'd told her about it at our next...
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Heartache Day

Posted 22-01-2008 at 04:37 AM by No-Twitch-Tabitha
I'm having a "heartache day".

It's the kind of day where the hole in my heart hurts more than it usually does...

The pain is usually like a low-grade fever -- ever-present, but barely noticable. It's always there, so it just blends into the background of my consciousness.

There. I said it out loud (as opposed to whining about it in my Trauma Diary). It hurts to try to function with a broken heart.

I'm not even sure I know what triggered...
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WOOOOOOOO - WE CAN POST AGAIN...BECAUSE I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY...right?

Posted 18-01-2008 at 08:53 AM by No-Twitch-Tabitha
Been under a lot of stress lately.

Moved to my new position. Had to harangue AS to get my computer to my new desk. Okay...you moved my stuff, but you leave my computer...the thing that I use over and above everything else.

Because I needed my stuffed Eeyore post-haste.

Anyway, got that settled.

The second thing...I was trying to figure out with my therapist why in the world I was feeling the way I was about my transition. It's not as if I...
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Interesting...

Posted 11-01-2008 at 05:34 AM by No-Twitch-Tabitha
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I took the MBTI back in college and came out then as an INTJ. I was surfing around and found a test on humanmetrics.com and took it.

I guess some things never change...I think I may have loosened up a little over the years, actually, but my I and J are still strong. My T is less strong, and my N is more defined...well, as much as you can define an N!

What Kiersey says about INTJs: http://keirsey.com/handler.aspx?s=ke...5&c=mastermind...
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