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Old 13-11-2006, 08:46 AM
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Oh Marlene, I think many of us "ladies" have hit that point and had stuff like that fly across our lips... And shock us as bad as we did those around us when it happened! I remember a few times... LOL.

That fuse getting shorter please keep this in mind.
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Every failed attempt I made I turned in to Satan's lil sis...

My new machine is up and running now to put it in there and hopefully get in shape.

None of us are angels and I think we have done more than our own fair share of bad shit... (really bad)
That's what I'm afraid of the very same thing happening, no sh*#, abruptly losing my mind and behaving as if pals with Satan.

What new machine do you have veiled? Is it a treadmill?

And, you know my world and life has been rather small, and those I've known family and others have generally thought in 'All or Nothing' thinking. So when you say I think we have done more than a fair share of bad shit, this happens to be true of me too, however, it's awfully hard for me to get past my fear that if I own any of it, others are going to quite naturally go to and think at the other extreme that I must be no f'n good, rotten, useless, and wicked. FOO fck'd with my head, so badly, daily (and motiv. in a great deal out of jealousy). Never could figure out what the heck they were jealous of. Not the way I felt and all. And others whom I've got to know, they were not necess. healthy minded people, I was stripped of self-esteem and kind'a depend. on them to tell me who I was.
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