Everytime I Open My Eyes There Seems To Be Another Trauma Thought About OK...........so here goes. It is almost like admitting you have a problem but someone else caused this one and i definately didn't choose this life. I am a 35 year old mother of one and a registered nurse. My background 5 years, surgical, 2 years palliative care, 2 years instructing and then one year of supervision in palliative care.........I now have been off with PTSD for almost 3 years, was supposed to return last summer and then went on a roller coaster with a migraine and boom.....3 herniated discs, bone spurs and my spinal cord is kinked.
I was at a school trip with my son. He is bright and wonderful, he also has Aspergers syndrome and tourettes, OCD, ODD and he is actually thriving ( I must be doing something right) Anyone that doesn't know what aspergers is it is a high functioning form of autism. I also had three other children in my group to keep an eye on and one decieded to have a "meltdowm" and i had to run through the park to get him. We finally stopped and I vomited right behinnd a tree. So now...OK I am rambling. I really will start a journal. I think I need to, I can hardly catch up with my fingers my brain feels like it is on fire.
Take car:angry-fla This fits oh so well |