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Old 20-12-2007, 08:18 PM
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I'm feeling better about it now. I thought my husband didn't hug me this morning, but he said he did when I asked him later this evening. I must have forgotten about it. I don't always remember things when I wake up and fall back to sleep. Well, I don't remember things when I'm wide awake for that matter.

I was upset because I thought he wasn't going to hug and say good bye to me anymore because of what I did.

It really feels awkward to do that to some one I love and trust. He must have felt bad too. I really feel sorry for him having to deal with this crap.

He seems to be OK with it now. I didn't hurt him, just knocked him back a bit.

Will the madness ever end, I guess not.

Thanks for your replies!
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Old 20-12-2007, 08:24 PM
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My dad didn't go to war, but told me that when people fell asleep that was when the other people on deck would attack each other. I'm sure he was guilty of it too.

But I guess that is why he woke up like he has PTSD.

He was murdered about 12 years ago and he was sleeping when they attacked him. It is really strange how things happen over and over.

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my wife won't wake me bye shaking my feet
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Old 20-12-2007, 08:27 PM
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Hi 2quilt, He is fine and has no bruises. I'm starting to feel better about it. I thought he wasn't going to hug me anymore, but he is going to continue. I just don't remember him doing it the last two days.

I hope your doing better and the pain has subsided.

Take care
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Oh, Tammy! How terrible. I hope you two are feeling better and are sleeping easier now that a few nights have passed. You must feel awful, but you can't blame yourself for your instant reaction; your body was reacting before thinking. And no, honey, you should not expect to 'be over it by now' any more than I will ever get over my incest the day I die on my 100th birthday. I just hope your husband does not have any bruises.
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