Donate for PTSD
Donate - PTSD Forum is quite costly to run, maintain and improve. All donations are appreciated.
New To PTSD Forum
FAQ's - All you need to know contained in Frequently Asked Questions (FAQ).
PTSD Forum Extra's
PTSD Forms - PTSD Forum provide a PTSD assessment and self analysis form.

PTSD Learning - Contains some PTSD learning information and presentations.
Recommendation
Firefox Browser PTSD Forum recommends the use of Firefox Browser with Search Status add-on, plus your countries relevant English dictionary add-on. This enables forum members to spell check and remove typical toolbars from their browser.

Go Back   PTSD Forum > Break The Ice > Introductions
Register Blogs FAQ Members List Calendar Search Today's Posts Mark Forums Read

Notices

Reply
 
Thread Tools Display Modes
  #1  
Old 13-05-2008, 04:21 AM
docboob#49 docboob#49 is offline Gender Male
Moderated Member
 
Join Date: May 2008
Posts: 3
docboob#49 is on a distinguished road
Default Dust-Off Medic in Vietnam - Hard to Talk About It

My name is Bob and I live in Phoenix Az. I was a Dust-Off Medic in Vietnam from Jan 1969 to Aug 1970.

38 yrs and 4 marriages later, I live alone, have little contact with other people and, for the most part stay home all the time. I haven't had anybody I could call a friend in several yrs because I just can't let people get too close to me.

I was diagnosed by a VA psychiatrist with PTSD almost 15 yrs ago but have never pursued treatment. My way of dealing with Vietnam was to try to forget as much of it as I possibly could which created a whole new problem. Now I'm scared to get help because I've closed a lot of doors and I'm not too anxious to open them again.

I hope this forum will help me to take the first step so I don't have to live like this much longer.
Reply With Quote
  #2  
Old 14-05-2008, 01:28 AM
2quilt's Avatar
2quilt 2quilt is offline Gender Female
 
Join Date: Jul 2007
Location: New Mexico, USA
Posts: 674
Blog Entries: 36
2quilt is a jewel in the rough2quilt is a jewel in the rough2quilt is a jewel in the rough
Default

Welcome to the forum! You are in the right place to get lots of great information on PTSD and talk with hundreds of other people with it too.
Welcome Home!

(a desert storm vet)
Reply With Quote
  #3  
Old 14-05-2008, 01:20 PM
Seeking_Nirvana's Avatar
Seeking_Nirvana Seeking_Nirvana is offline Gender Female
 
Join Date: Sep 2007
Location: Earth (most of the time)
Posts: 732
Seeking_Nirvana is a jewel in the roughSeeking_Nirvana is a jewel in the roughSeeking_Nirvana is a jewel in the roughSeeking_Nirvana is a jewel in the rough
Default

Hi Bob, and welcome to the forum. You will find a lot of others with PTSD that have a hard time facing their fears so your not alone.

Good luck!
Tammy
Reply With Quote
  #4  
Old 15-05-2008, 01:08 PM
Jetto Jetto is offline Gender Male
Moderated Member
 
Join Date: May 2008
Posts: 6
Jetto is on a distinguished road
Default

I can only imagine that what you experienced was 100x worse than my worse day in Iraq.
I've found that I can only relate well to other vets.

You're my Hero Bob
Reply With Quote
  #5  
Old 16-05-2008, 01:05 PM
Grama-Herc's Avatar
Grama-Herc Grama-Herc is offline Gender Female
 
Join Date: Feb 2007
Location: Florida, USA
Posts: 1,016
Grama-Herc is just really niceGrama-Herc is just really niceGrama-Herc is just really niceGrama-Herc is just really niceGrama-Herc is just really nice
Default

Welcome Bob

While I am not a vet and can never begin to know what you experienced "over there" I do know about having no friends, not letting anyone get to close and never leaving the house.

I too have PTSD-source unknown. I also have agoraphobia and lots of other issues.

I fought my fears for years, but I had no clue what was really wrong with me. I fought every inch of therapy and boy was it painful. But without it I really am scared as to where I would be today.

Anytime you want to discuss anything, especially the not leaving the house part just call me
Reply With Quote
Reply

Bookmarks
Digg del.icio.us StumbleUpon Google

Thread Tools
Display Modes

Posting Rules
You may not post new threads
You may not post replies
You may not post attachments
You may not edit your posts

vB code is On
Smilies are On
[IMG] code is Off
HTML code is Off
Trackbacks are Off
Pingbacks are Off
Refbacks are Off