Learning to Live With PTSD I was recently diagnosed with PTSD. I work with my husband, for my father-in-law and with four brothers-in law in a family business with about 50 employees. I have worked for my FIL for over 14 years. DH and I have been together for 10 years.
My FIL is OCPD. Over the last 18 - 24 months he has become increasingly worse and worse to work with on a daily basis. I started showing the symptoms of PTSD in December and thought I had entered perimenopause. Between December and the beginning of April I had been sleeping about 3 - 4 hours a night, I was having anxiety/panic attacks, concentrating at work became harder and harder. At the beginning of April I saw my primary care dr and he prescribed Effexor and Ambien.
On April 12 I had what I call my "meltdown" and spent the day sleeping. On Monday morning I couldn't bear the thought of going to the office. I told DH I was staying home to work. On Tuesday morning I was worse and told DH I was taking the week off. That week has now become six weeks.
I've started therapy and have learned about. My therapist is the one who diagnosed PTSD. I was shocked when she told me, but it makes sense when I think about the verbal abuse and work stress brought on by my FIL.
I'm here looking to connect with others who have PTSD. I'm lucky to have a super supportive husband. He has done and will do anything to help me learn to live with PTSD.
Thanks for letting me join. |