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Old 28-10-2006, 08:51 AM
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Default Unprovoked Violent Attack in School 6 Years Back

Hey everyone, 6 years ago I was walking through school halls when someone jumped on my back for no reason. I had my hands in my pockets and slammed face first into the ground. Apparently a bunch of kids rallyed this individual to go beat me up. I still don't know why, I never had even spoken to any of them. I was always nice to everyone, and even forgave him afterwards thinking it would help me heal. I just found out from my doctor I have ptsd. I've felt extreme anxiety and detachment since the event, but it hasn't been horrible untill lately. I just keep thinking of the attack, everytime I look in the mirror I see the face which doesn't look like mine, and I go right back to the moment. I just can't escape it, I was so happy, only 14 years old, and everything in a second was taken from me. I just don't know how to get trhough this, I['ve tried everything. Allot of times I think of just ending everything, but then there are glimpses of my past memories which were so happy that keep me going. I'm so glad theres a forum for this, I look forward to speaking with all you and hopefully being helped out from all of your experiences, which im sure are every bit as bad if not worse then mine.
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Old 28-10-2006, 04:50 PM
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Hi Diana,

Welcome to the forum and glad you found us. Diana, have you been diagnosed with PTSD from a physchiatrist? Do you attend counselling? When you said about looking in the mirror and not seeing the person you where, what do you mean? Have you been severely scared or disfigured as a result of this attack?
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Hi Diana,

Welcome to the forum.
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Old 29-10-2006, 12:52 AM
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Hi Diana,

Nice to meet you, you will not find those kind of people here, just the opposit. I hope you find the things you are looking for here:)
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Old 29-10-2006, 05:10 AM
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Welcome Diana, you are among friends here. Everyone has different circumstances here, but PTSD symptoms are all too familiar.

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Old 29-10-2006, 06:03 AM
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hang in there , Diana, and welcome!
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