Back too the farm. We have raised just about anything here. As we were trying to build the house in the last year barn is pretty quiet. Aside from roosters we just killed. Did goats for three years. Nothing worse than when illness hits the barn and babes dropping dead all over the place. won't do that again. Shipped my girls to a neighbours barn, good home for them. I would lie to get back into rabbits, lops, and great goldens also always wanted a dutchcross donkey. So unique. River back on property here quite beatiful down there. Also have pond where birds gather. I love the great blue harons. and the woodpeckers. I didn't mind the family of foxes down there this year all five of them. Cleaned out the ground hogs for us. And the ducks of course. A few stupid chickens and turkeys too.
I work at a tuckey plant, butterball mainly. so used to dead turkeys about 20.000 a day 6% of the worlds meat market. Once had to pick up turkey from the local jail. Feel sorry for the bloke in the next cell. A lot of stragglers end uphere after working hours. They don't want turkeys running about the town

used to do all the barn chores before my shoulder and left arm blew out. No use of left arm or hand for over a year. Thoracic outlet syndrome.
Would like to start a greenhouse/pick your own/petting zoo next year.
Have to suffer through winter first. Wish I was with you in Texas right now.
My body hates the cold.
This is he worst my agoraphoia has been in ten years. Have been rejected by all at the moment so in self protect mode pretty heavy right now.
You all here are getting me through. I am so impatient with self and hate being so weak at moment. Beat myself up a lot. When it comes to my kids it is a different story though. Think I save all my strength for them. Wish somone had that kind of strength for me. Time is on our hands and we will not stay this way forever. Anthony will make sure of that.