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14-12-2006, 02:44 PM
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UGH I just realized my uncle can read this thread if he wants. I'm sure he'll be all happy about it too. Blah....
| Batgirl, I was about to bring this to your attention when you first wrote it, but then, I thought, well, it's not exactly "bad shit". LOL. Besides, it's something you haven't done... So what if your uncle is happy about it? I have a feeling there is nothing you can do to deter him away. He loves you and you miss him, and it's ok. |
14-12-2006, 08:22 PM
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batgirl we should start a good thread... with us it probably would not last long! Go look at my shit and others, not something to be embarassed about, pride is more like it. You will learn to appreciate it. And 25 is old... pppttthhh. |
14-12-2006, 09:51 PM
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15-12-2006, 04:21 PM
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You just bit me in the ass there didn't you LOL |
15-12-2006, 11:58 PM
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LMAO.......................
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17-12-2006, 06:54 AM
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Hmmm... I was going to post some of my "sins" here, but I sense the tide has turned!
"Good" thing: I survived 16 yrs of Catholic school. I oughta get a medal! |
17-12-2006, 11:53 PM
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Why is that tig? The thread title is very much self explanatory... its about us getting the bad shit we do, out of us. It is our past, not who we are.
I just remembered actually back to the first time I had sex... lost my virginity as such. My girlfriend as such back then, we both got drunk at a party. We slept together in the early morning, and well... as first time sex is, quick... it was over before it was done. I felt pretty uncomfortable about it all to be honest, so I left and never spoke with her again. I didn't really know how to approach her after that, as I was realistically still far to immature to cope with it. That was pretty nasty... |
18-12-2006, 11:16 AM
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One of the things that I tried to get out and did not and there are some others... But one thing I said I would touch up on at the start of the thread and have not... It came to light during moving. It was club promotions, I did when DJing. I saw after many years the photos of the shoot for the "gentelmen's clubs" On one hand made me ill on the other I thought I used to look like that??? Bright side even though I did the newspaper ads (you know "those" news papers) I am happy I turned down a bill board... I would never lived that one down. So even if bad and embarassing it could have been plastered on a freeway!
I just got those photos and it was a major throw back. Bad thing was in some I saw the bruising on my arms from being grabbed during abuse that I did not recall, it brought it to the surface a couple days ago and left me pretty messed up but I am sure I will be fine now. Guess it had to sink in, and lord I have been too busy to dwell... |
18-12-2006, 11:16 AM
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Now do I delete those photos???? |
18-12-2006, 03:18 PM
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You can't delete what is in your mind, sorry. Your mind cannot just be erased as you please... if that is what your referring too. | | Thread Tools | | | | Display Modes |  Linear Mode | 
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