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02-12-2006, 11:12 PM
|  | | | Join Date: Sep 2006
Posts: 647
| | sighs
Today was one of *them* days.
Just all together lousy, starting off with nightmares not good *rolls eyes*
Just chilling at the moment, hope tonight, no scratch that, Tonight will be peacefull dream wise.
And to top it all off, I ended up bleeding well sunburnt!!!!!
and yes, I wore suncream. | 
03-12-2006, 05:24 PM
|  | | | Join Date: Jan 2006 Location: Canada
Posts: 960
| | Grandmother was transferred to the ICU today :(
My poor grandfather is beyond devasted.
They had just went back to Mexico too (they live there half the year) and she had to be rushed back to Canada for surgery.
After surgery things just got worse.
So I'm seriously considering jumping on a bus and going to see her (5 hours away)
Anxiety levels are sky high.
My moms visiting me this weekend (she's asleep upstairs now)
I really enjoyed our day together which was awesome, we went to the mall.
Unfortunatly I broke down in tears twice in the food court, once in the mall, and once more on the drive home.
I just don't do well with changes to my day.
And I felt soooo bad about crying infront of her, because there was nothing she could do to make my situation better.
Anyways, enough rambling for one post.
I'll be back later
Y&A | 
03-12-2006, 05:45 PM
|  | | | Join Date: Jul 2006 Location: U.S.A. Kansas
Posts: 3,540
| | Y&A I understand the pain with the grand parent. All I can say is we are here for you. Hugs. | 
03-12-2006, 09:38 PM
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Posts: 647
| | hugs Y&A.
bangs head as she realises she forgot the Chat again!!!!!!!
eck, I am a total sievehead!!!!! | 
04-12-2006, 04:20 AM
|  | | | Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: midwest
Posts: 959
| | YA, I'm sorry about your grandparents. Well wishes to them and to you...hugs. | 
04-12-2006, 08:48 AM
|  | | | Join Date: Jan 2006 Location: Canada
Posts: 960
| | Thanks for all the hugs :)
Really appreciate having somewhere I can go that I don't have to hide how I am feeling.
My mom spoiled me and herself with a manicure and pedicure this morning.
I think we both needed it (emotionally and esthetically, lol)
Especially since my grandmother is her "mother"
We just dropped my mom off at the airport...
I really enjoyed her visit and hope she comes back soon.
And the last I heard... things are starting to look better for the grandparents :) | 
04-12-2006, 11:51 AM
|  | | | Join Date: Jul 2006 Location: U.S.A. Kansas
Posts: 3,540
| | That is great to hear Y&A.
My day sucked. Hubs stuck his foot in his mouth, I left with the kidsso I did not rip him apart, so I guess it is good I can get out and drive with enough motivation... Why do men just say the most stupid hurtful things at times.
Kids and I have been gone all day but I need to head home soon, it is a school night so I will need to go get them tucked in real soon.
Gonna have to talk to hubs, hope we can keep it civil just too much stress right now for us both. | 
04-12-2006, 03:17 PM
|  | | | Join Date: Aug 2006 Location: charles town, wv (usa)
Posts: 1,252
| | really didn't have a "bad" day, but i am shaking so hard for the last 3 or 4 days, i can't function. i drop everything i touch, startle thing is on "spider sense" or something. then my mother called--tears, more shaking. i am so stressed out, i feel like i'm just going to "POP"! ok, i guess that was a vent. i am considering taking something just to knock me out, but i know that's not good. | 
04-12-2006, 04:12 PM
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Posts: 647
| | hugs cookie | 
04-12-2006, 04:15 PM
|  | | | Join Date: Sep 2006
Posts: 647
| | Was all ready for a shower and bed last night. Going great of course till me, buttnaked and glassesless (ie, blind) jumps into nice cool shower at 1:30 am only to have a green frog the size of my hand fall on my head http://annemccaffreyfans.org/forum/i...ilies/roll.gif
Of course I screamed. Heres me runnng around the house in a towel, heart pounding while everyone wakes up and laughed their collective asses off at me. After they calmed down from me screaming bloody murder.
Eventually got in for a shower, after the frog was removed and put outside.
And then I was so wound up I couldnt sleep.
I hate frogs.
I hate reacting that bad to it. At least today I can almost see the funny side. Almost. | | Thread Tools | | | | Display Modes | Linear Mode |
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